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Respondent Type: Anonymous Response  Collector: Young Male Abused by Older Female Collector (Web Link)
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Response Started: Sunday, February 10, 2013 6:30:19 PM   Response Modified: Sunday, February 10, 2013 6:35:46 PM
1. Because this subject matter can veer into taboo subject and confessions, it is completely anonymous. Absolutely no personal information is being gathered about you - only your responses to these questions - not even the I.P. address of your computer. My hope is this freedom will enable you to unload your shame and allow others to see they are not alone. Please come up with a nickname to hide your identity in the event I read your responses on the show. If you are feeling suicidal PLEASE call the Suicide Prevention Hotline 800-273-8255.
Couldawouldashoulda
2. Choose any of the following that apply
I am a female who fantasizes about sexual situations with a much younger male
I am a female who was seduced by a much younger male
3. Please describe what happened and the ages of those involved. If it is a fantasy describe what you would like to happen and the ages of those involved in the fantasy.
At 38 a 16 yr old (on the Internet) pushed and pushed and pushed for skype sex. It didn't take too much pushing before I complied. I still sext w/ him, skype with him.
4. If something happened, did you ever tell anyone? Did you think it was normal? Do you believe it has had any affect on you?
Yes, I told one of my friends. I didn't think it was normal, but I thought it was ultimately harmless because he initiated it and he's male.
5. Remembering these things, what feelings come up? Sadness, anger, regret, sexual excitement, fondness, longing, shame, etc.
Since listening to this podcast I'm more concerned than I was before about this.
6. Do you feel any damage was done, it was innocent and natural, or somewhere in between?
I honestly don't know.
7. If you have never experienced one of the above situations, and it is only a fantasy, how does that fantasy make you feel? Do you feel it is something that might happen some day?
I have actually thought about fucking him in real life. Or any teenage boy, really. I attribute this to not having had sex when I was an actual teenager. And that they have voracious sexual appetites, unlike guys my own age.
8. What best describes the environment you were raised in?
Totally Chaotic
9. Have you ever been the victim of sexual abuse outside of events described here?
No I have never been sexually abused
10. What gender are you?
Female
11. Are you gay, straight, bisexual or asexual (not interested in either sex)?
Straight
12. How old are you?
40-49
13. If you broke any laws, did anyone ever find out?
No
14. Do you have any comments or suggestions to make the Mental Illness Happy Hour podcast better?
Nope. Just keep it honest. Love it.